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| I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, this animal)
I can't escape myself
(I can't escape myself)
So many times i've lied
(So many times i've lied)
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell
(This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal)
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal I have become)
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| I know I should be happy, that I should be satisfied with the fact that anyone should find me desireable, but I'm not. It feels like I'm more alone now than I was when I didn't have anybody. I want something different, something more. I'm actually starting to hate myself, because no matter how hard I try, I'm never good enough. I'm a horrible girlfriend. I can't lose weight. I'm so full of flaws and imperfections I don't know how anyone could stand to be near me. I can't even stand myself. I can't make anymore plans for the future, and I'm dropping the ones that I had made. They're never going to come true, I know that now. Sorry to anyone that hurts. I just...need to think, try to figure out what the hell to do with myself.
Later
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| For all the vampires, witches, werewolves and everyone else interested in the paranormal and would like to learn more, please follow one of the links below. I would be great appreciative of anyone who joins. Thank you .
http://www.vampirerave.com/index.php?vampref=Ardaiya
http://www.vampirerave.com/signup.php?vampref=Ardaiya
http://www.vampirerave.com/profiles2.php?profile=Ardaiya&vampref=Ardaiya
Or if you would just like to play around, here is another fun vampire site:
http://quiz.ravenblack.net/blood.pl?biter=Ardaiya
Have fun.
~Vampiric Kisses my darlings~
~Sarah~ | | |
| Nothing new going on. HIM concert was great for those of you who care. Still pissed with that because no one is giving me any money for it. This is it, if no one pays me, then I'm not going to be able to do anything with anyone else ever again. I'm not going to be used like that.
Next order of business, I have helped create a ghost hunting group, and we've already gone on a hunt in Jefferson, Tx. I got an EVP, and as soon as I can get technology to agree with me, I will post it so that all can hear it. I also created a yahoo group page for it, this is the link: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/gothicc_investigation
Check it out and feel free to join.
And on my last note, I would like all of you to scroll down to the bottom of this page and watch the new AFI video, "Miss Murder". I have absolutely fallen in love with it, and I hope you will too. It's actually a combination of two songs, "Miss Murder" obviously, and "Prelude 12/21". Anyway, go watch. Now. I command you to.
~Vampiric kisses all my darlings~
~Sarah~ | | |
| Ok, so I have an extra ticket now because Megan can't go. The tickets are in section 104, row Q, seats 1-3; really good seats. Please, let me know as soon as possible if you're interested in going with me and Ash. Please, I'm desperate...
~Sarah~
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